I had a mental breakdown in front of my teacher today.

I’ve missed so many days of school, none of my teachers or classmates really care to ask me what’s wrong and if everything’s okay. My teacher called me outside today to ask why I’ve been absent(because I missed a test) and refused to take it, taking a 0 instead. Because at that point I was like fuck this class, fuck school, I can’t handle this stress so fuck the test, let me not do it and take a 0. So I told her What has been going on and literally had a mental breakdown in front of her face. I’ve never told anyone what I’ve been going through and of course I haven’t even mentioned it on Tumblr because I personally know some people on here. And I’m not sure if I want to publically put out my personal problems. But anyways. I felt embarrassed about it. And she ended up letting me use the remainder of the class taking the multiple choice test I missed instead of the make up essay version. I’m mentally and physically exhausted and have been running on two to three hours a night on sleep. So that concludes my daily rambling, I’m going to try and nap.

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